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Punishment & Pleasure

May 13, 2010

I’m sorry for the serious lack of content lately.  It’s partially due to life, and also the time of year that just sucks the life out of you. With spring however, came a bit of a rejuvenation and a desire to write about some things that have been on my mind lately in reference to fetish and sexual exploration. Read more…

Ass to Mouth?

March 10, 2010

How dirty, right? I find the thought of actually doing this to be rather unpleasant, but some of my favorite erotica includes the practice of fucking a girl in the ass and then forcing her to suck off the cock that was just up her ass.  I love the double taboo of this – first off to be fucked in the ass is more taboo in today’s society than it should be.  Secondly, being forced to suck a cock.  Combine the two and damn, what a concept! Even writing this I can feel myself getting turned on.  Most often I enjoy this scenario when matched with a man (or woman with a strap-on!) being rough or raping another person.  Or having it used to punish someone.  Imagine knowing if you did X, someone was going to come and rape your ass and then make you suck them off?  I can’t decide if it would make me more likely to do X or not ;)

Or even having my bum fingered and then maybe being forced to clean the person’s fingers.  Let’s be honest – this could be really unsafe health wise.  I mean, butts are made to get rid of toxins, right? And putting those toxins in your mouth could be bad.  Therefor, I think a huge soapy enema followed by a cold cleansing enema should be administered first.  Then again, that could also just be the ass freak in me talking!  This literal dirty aspect of it is also sort of an appealing taboo.  If I was molested in an alley and the guy then proceeded to shove his cock down my throat, I wouldn’t really have had the opportunity to get an enema first.

Recently a friend wrote me a story in which a girl endures just this after a severe beating, and it was so amazingly hot, all I could think about was doing it myself.  But I can’t decide if I really want to do it or not.

I think the thought of all of this pretty much confirms I’m an ass freak ;)

– Isabella

Anal Orgasm

January 29, 2010

Have you ever had an anal orgasm? They’re very different from your run of the mill clit-stimulated or vaginal orgasm.  Granted, I can only speak from personal experience on the subject.  The first time I had an orgasm was pretty mind blowing and I’ve been having regular battery-powered orgasms ever since.  My first anal orgasm on the other hand, while mind blowing, was very different.  First of all, I wasn’t expecting it to happen, thinking I had to have direct clitoral stimulation to achieve orgasm.  Secondly, it felt different.  I can’t say it wasn’t as strong or as intense, but the sort of explosion didn’t start in my clit and travel down my toes and then up into my eyes.

It started in my ass.  My ass contracted about the invading finger and then my entire body clamped down on it, sending strong contractions into my back and legs.  Instead of my pussy contracting and an electrical feeling throughout my body, it was more whole body.  It’s a little hard to describe.  I can easily, more easily than regular orgasms, have more than one of these within minutes.  It’s exhausting though, because every muscle in my body is contracting.

The wiki article on anal masturbation says that it indirectly stimulates the g-spot and that makes sense.  I’ve come very close to squirting from an anal orgasm before and that usually only happens when g-spot stimulation.  For now I’ve only had a finger up there, but soon…soon the beads shall get their turn and I have a feeling those babies going in and out will feel amazing.  I’ll report back as soon as I find out.

– Isabella

Enema Feelings

December 7, 2009

There are so many possibilities for scenarios with enemas.  I can certainly appreciate the simplicity of being gently filled with warm water by warm caring hands, but there are so many more options.

I often fantasize about enemas being used in a dominance/submission scene for control.  One fantasy of many is to have a balloon or inflatable nozzle used – something to physically prevent me from expelling the enema. The thought of someone else controlling such an intimate bodily function.  I haven’t yet experienced it, but thinking about it is a massive turn on, so I can only imagine actually handing over that control.

That’s just one possibility and there are so many others! My interests in enema exploration go even further. The very adult and sexual side as well as the very vulnerable side which may need a good cleansing “for your own good” in a gentle, and caring way, with lots of rubbing and patting.  I feel there is a spectrum to explore like little else.

I could go on about being filled with water and the orgasms that can be had with the full sensation and expelling, and all the different possible combinations…but that’d be a long post! This is just the ‘tip of the iceburg’ as they say!

– Isabella

My Filthy Fantasy 1.1

November 29, 2009

Ok, this fantasy didn’t pop into my head solely on it’s own, but once a few things were spoken very low into my ear, it sort of took on a mind of it’s own, and so, I let it.

“What you need is a big enema. The bag this time, full of warm, soapy water.” Isabella blushed.  She could feel her face burning hot beneath her makeup, and knew for sure he could feel her squirming. She shifted from foot to foot, and looked away.  Lifting her chin so she was looking him in the eye, he pulled her closer to him. Raising his eyebrows at her reaction, he continued, “You’re going to hold it,” he paused as he watched her reaction again, and nodded, “Yes. I’ll use a plug if I have to. Then, I’ll strap you over it.”


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The Users, Chapter One

November 28, 2009

Author’s Note: This is the beginning of longer story although I’m not sure how long or what direction it will eventually take. It is an introductory chapter with none of the action that will soon follow. It introduces us to the main character and describes how she gets where she is in subsequent chapters.

Allison Boyce hated working late. It wasn’t the volume or nature of the job itself that distressed her but the fact that the area of the city she worked in came to a virtual standstill after 7pm. Once the office buildings emptied, the shops and restaurants in the area also closed for business. Taxicabs became a rarity on the avenue and Allison was often forced to walk two long blocks east to reach a more populated area. The walk was bad enough without having to be done at night. The deserted streets always made her nervous and she often walked briskly with her hand thrust in her bag clutching a small can of pepper spray. She had never used it but had occasionally felt uncomfortable enough to increase her pace to a near run to get past the warehouses and garages with their recessed and darkened doorways.

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On Buttplugs

November 27, 2009

I owned a buttplug before I ever owned a vibrator.

I still have the two buttplugs that were my first.  One is small and about the size and shape of a finger.  It’s mostly for beginner play and didn’t stay in very well, and has thus been mostly retired.  The other is a blue translucent and sort of odd.  Inside it’s solid, but it sort of has a lining around it almost.  It’s big too.  I haven’t measured it, but it would be considered a large medium size I suppose. Read more…